Its been 5months that i havent meet you face to face.. Did you know how much i miss you?
Every moment, evere where no matter what I did; my mind and my heart never ever forget about you. If I miss you the only way is to call or text you, but it is not the same as if I were by your side like what I used to be.
Things that I really wanted to know is: do you love me as much and as deep as I love you or you were just playing with me? And dio you miss me and thought of me every time? I knew it sounds childish and stupid but I really want to know..
We were different from the others, our relationship isn’t like other normal people. Our condition, family, background and everything is so different. You knew that it’s impossible for my family to accept you and same goes from you side although there is a bit of acceptance from your family.
Lately, tons of things happened between us. We’ve quarrel for tiny little thins until something big. One things that I’ve realized is you’ve changed. I don’t feel the love, care and the fire there as much as when I was by your side that’s why I hate so much for being in a long distance relationship. I don’t know how, but I knew you had change a lot and a lot more lately, you don’t even bother to text nor call me..
With our family problems and our own problems, I don’t know how am I going to hold on this relationship. It’s true that I love you with all my heart, but how long can we keep this relationship unknown? And how am I going to hold on, if you don’t even care for me? Should I keep this relationship, if you don’t even try to hold on it? How am I going to hold on if we hardly communicate?
If you do love me, then show me that you love me, care for me, think about how am I going to feel when you scream at me with those “nice” words. There is no doubt that I love you with all my heart..
Please, tell me the truth, I don’t like being lied, esp by you..